Was college a right choice for me?

I would want to dive deep into why is chose the subject, i can give a small framework, I didn't get admission in colleges because of low mark and tried almost 5-6 college prior especially for computer science, finally got into this college, they first promised computer science but later said the seats are filled and that college was my last option, and the sad look on my mom's face didn't make me think twice I had to choose whatever course they had and ended up in electronics. Lot of suggestions for improvements, one is a good community to study together to tackle hard portions I'n certain subjects, especially a community for people with supply to pass that exam.

I paid 60k as donation also known as registration fees at first, because of the low percentage i scored in central board of secondary education class 12TH i didn't get into any good colleges, the one I entered needed donation, After entering I had to pay 18000 per semester and also had to pay a caution deposit of 10000 rs at first, the amount totalled to be above 300000 and the yearly amount is obviously 100000, other fees were not there everybody in my class has the same fees structure as mine, it's a government affiliated private college. Students who achieved a great amount of marks in subjects would get scholarships, lab fees was 5000 as I recall, and i remember one batch mate was SC and had to pay lower fees to enter.

Even though the campus wasn't big enough, the festivals and the campus life was enjoyable, the festivals were conducted by seniors mainly, it was a blast but the covid lockdown ate half of my college life, the ones i was able to attend was a blast.

I have applied to college because of the situation I was in , I was academically backward and didn't have enough mark in 12th cbse causing not to get admission in any colleges, finally got in after paying a donation of 60000.

In my class there were 22 students, the department was electronics, the faculty rate was 5 for 5 subjects, I would say it's low, but the facultys are compassionate about teaching, not there only for salary, the were once students in the same college so the determination and dedication in teaching is through the roof, any doubts a student arises the teaching staff already has the answers to all the questions, well knowledgeable teachers i would say. I wouldn't mention the name, but the 2 teachers who made college life and the subject worth it, noone there is hate worthy, because all the faculties wanted the best for us, even students who come to college for fun not listening to faculties, didn't matter all were seen in the same eyes, they wanted everyone to do their best. There were a total of 5 semester and 5 exams in each sem making it 25 exams in total, even though faculties support throughout the subject was too hard and 70 percent of the class failed to achieve success, not good